We stayed at the hospital all night, they said they wanted to keep him overnight just in case something might happen. They said he could leave tonight, so I took off from going to the studio to record this new track to stay here with Jae it was 12 pm I was hungry “Jae I’m going to go get us something to eat, what you want?” “OHH I WAAN SUMN DADDY” Jamir yelled the nurse jumped a little when he yelled “Ohkay man you don’t need to yell, what you want?” “I waan sum ticken nugets and a dwink,uhh su..su..sum spwite” “iigth, what bout you?” I asked Jaelin “ill take a chicken Caesar salad, with ranch dressing some fires, and an orange juice”. “k ill be back in like 30 min” “Bye” they said I walked out in the private waiting room where honey was sleep “Babe wake up!” I shook her she got up startled “What!? Is he ok? What happned?” “calm down girl he’s fine I’m going to get something to eat, what do you want?” “umm I’ll just come with you, ill go say good bye to them” I walked with her into the room “Bye Jaelin im going to head out, By Jamir glad your ok” “bye, thanks for coming” Jaelin smiled and Jamir just ignored her and went back to playing “What do you say mir” Jaelin asked “um otay, bye” he said nonchalantly I sighed I don’t think he’ll ever like her. We turned and walked out after I went to Mc Donald’s I dropped off Honey I told her I would be back later on tonight, because that’s when they released Jamir, she reluctantly said bye and told me to hurry back because she had a surprise for me, my guess was I was getting some of that ass.
6 hours later
We were still at the hospital and they were doing the last test they needed to do, and then we could go home. “I was thinking we should go on a vacation and see my mother” Ty said that was random but a vacation did not sound like a bad idea. “Sounds good when?” “tomorrow” the fuck was he crazy our son just got out the hospital and I had work that week anyway “The fuck tomorrow are you serious I cant just stop my schedule and pack up and go away on vacation.” “You got vacation days don’t you?, um I think that was the meaning of them” he said smiling it did sound good I did not want to go to work and it had been 9 months since I had seen Passion and I guess she needed to see her grandson. “How long Michael?” “1 week” “Ohkay, that does sound relaxing, and you said the Bahamas’s?” “Yeah well take the Pj, because I hate public airplanes.” “wow, well I guess ill get all our clothes packed tonight” Just then they brought him back in the room. The nurse told us that everything came back normal and that he could finally go home, but if something was not right than to come back again. We got him dressed and headed to my house so I could pack. After Ty left I told Jamir we were going to see one Ty’s mom his grandma he got real excited and jumped up and down. He was real hyper from then on, “MOMMMY, wen we leave?, I waan go now!” he screamed “not now tomorrow I have to finish packing now, so go watch tv”. I said “NOOO, now mommy, pweaase,” he cried “Please Jamir stop crying well be there soon you just have to wait, we wont get there if you keep interrupting me” he came near me and he looked mad next thing I know his little hand came across my face and he slapped me “Bwitch” he said and ran off. I slumped down and cried. I was not sad I was mad and crying stopped me from running up the stairs and dragging his ass down the stairs and beating the living shit out of him. When I calmed down I went up stairs. He was sitting peacefully watching TV I turned it off and grabbed him “Jamir Michael Stevenson, you will not hit me and call me names” I yelled much louder than I meant too, and then let him go, he fell backwards on to the ground and started crying. I just left the room and called Ty. He answered on the 6th ring “Hello….. Fuck Tyga Yes!” I heard in the background I guess he was busy. “can you come get him please, before I kill him” I sighed “Fuck Daddy YES, RIGHT THERE!…….Uh sure Jae ill um bee there in an hour” he grunted “NO NOW!” I yelled and cried at the same time “Fuck, Jae why? Im trynna get some pussy and you interuptin me Damn, ill be there in 10 min….’where you going’” I kept hearing her voice in the background I was guessing it was Honey, so I hung up and waited for him.
She was getting on my nerves so I hit her like I seent in a movie said the word I always heard daddy say to Honey wen he was mad. She grabbed me and scared me then pushed me and I fell on my arm, it hurted bad too, so I cried I thought she would come help me up but she just left the room. I wanted my daddy and I heard her yelling at him, so I knew he was coming over. I was glad. I didn’t want mommy to be mad at me no more.
I could not believe that Jae had called when I was hitting it, she picked the worse time ever to call. She sounded really upset so I put on some sweats and a snapback and some Nike’s. I headed to her house and 15 minutes later I was knocking on her door. She opened up and she looked horrible like she had been crying for days. “What happened that was so urgent that it could not wait?” I asked Before she answered Jamir came down the stairs crying and he was holding his arm a weird way. “daddy” he ran too me and I picked him up “Hey man, what happened?” “Mommy, hwit me hawd” he cried when he said that I almost lost it. “The fuck is your problem Jaelin? Why would you even think of laying a hand on him?” I spat “I did no hit him!” she yelled “Then why is he holding his arm like that then?” and there was a bluish, purplish bruise. “I grabbed him and let him go, and he fell, He slapped me and called me a bitch which is a word I did not teach him, why the fuck you teach him that word? He is only 1 and few months old” “Don’t turn this on me and an even better question is why would you hit a 1 year old?” I spat , “I don’t care what he says to you, you better not hit my son again” “And Jamir you better not call your mom a Bitch again or slap her, or you’ll be in big trouble that’s not what she is to you” “Otay” he said. “Now give mommy a hug and a kiss” I said he did and she gave a fake smile to him and went up the stairs. “Be ready by 7 am, ill come by to pick you up” I called after her
The next day
I dropped Honey off to the jet and I took Jamir with me to go pick up Jaelin, it was 715, waking this boy up was not easy. I texted her to come out when i arrived there she was standing out side. Damn she looked good, her hair was wavy she had on some spandex shorts, Damn her ass was phat. And she had on a tank top that looked like her titties needed some air I would gladly give them some air I think she saw me looking at her because she said “Close your mouth wouldn’t want a fly to go in it” she laughed I laughed too “Whatever girl” I helped her with her bags and got into the car “Hi baby, how are you?” she said to Jamir who was still half asleep. He ignored her and went back to sleep. I could tell she was hurt, but she tried to hide it. The ride was very silent, Jamir was knocked out snoring and everything. I turned on some music because the silence was killing me, 30 mintues and then we arrived at the Pj. I carefully picked Jamir up so I wouldn’t wake him, and walked over to the Jet and put him in a bed. I had 3 Beds, 2 couches a x box, wii, and play station. There was a mini kitchen and refrigerator. Honey was sleep also in one of the other beds. I went back outside to the car and got all the bags Jae had packed and then my driver took my car back to my house Jae stepped in the plane and her jaw dropped. “how come you didn’t have this plane when we was together?” “I didn’t need it then ahah” we settled in and the plane took off, I ate and then I slowly drifted off to sleep on the couch.
7 hours later
We had finally arrived it was beautiful, it was nice hot and just mind blowing I never even imagined a place this beautiful. I guess Passion had a summer house here because we landed on a pad and drove about 5 minutes away to this huge mansion. I guess she heard us coming from inside, because she came running out before we could even open up the doors. “Michael! Baby, I miss you!” she screamed as she ran to him. “Hey Ma wassup, I missed you to, how you been?” he asked “Ive been good baby, well hello Jae nice to see you again” she smiled and hugged me “Hey, you too i missed having you at the house” I said “Yeah me too speaking of that where is my lil grandbaby?” she asked looking in the car. I got Jamir out the car seat on the other side He was still distant but he held my hand and walked slowly behind me like he was scared. He wasn’t usually like that. “Jamir this is your grandma” “Hi baby” she said he just looked at Tyga and scooted back. This wasn’t’ like him I wonder if it had anything to do with me grabbing and yelling at him last night. I was just tired of him and I needed him to calm down and then when he slapped me I went over the edge I needed to apologize to him. “Aww is he shy?, that’s so cute” Passion laughed “Naw he ain’t shy, why you actin like that man?” Ty asked “Hi” was all he said before he dropped his head down. We needed to get to the bottom of this right now, “Excuse us” I said motioning for Ty to Follow I picked up Jamir and headed down the stairs which lead to this beautiful walkway to the beach. I sat Jamir down on a step and sat down next to him, Ty sat on the other side. “What’s wrong with you? Why you acting like this?” I asked him He just simply looked at me and then whispered something to Ty in his ear. “Naw lil man not your fault…. He thinks your mad at him and that you don’t want to be around him anymore and it is his fault you got upset and grabbed him last night” Ty said, and glared at me coldly. I almost cried when i heard that, all this time he thought I did not want to be around him anymore.”Im sorry baby its not your fault mommy was just a little upset last night not at you thought, and i will always want to be around you, I will never stop loving you, you’re my little boy” I half cried to him. “wealy?, Otay” he smiled I hugged him and he ran off to the front. Michael just stared at me it was an awkward silence so I decided to get up and leave and i could feel his eyes staring hard at me, but I just kept on walking.
3 hours later
We all decided to go on a boat, I wanted to teach Jamir how to fish, just how my dad used to take me fishing all the time. My mother was bonding with Honey, I was glad i was afraid that she might not like Honey, because she always told me Jae would be the one I would always be with, I guess she was wrong though. Right now we were at the mall, My mother insisted on taking them shopping, and going to all her little stores to show her friends her grandson. I didn’t think it was that necessary, I just wanted to get on the boat. They were in this girly store forever, it should not take this long to look at some clothes, Damn. I grabbed Jamir, and we walked into the store I found them “Damn can yall hurry the fuck up, Im ready to get on the boat we been in this fucking mall for 2 hours now.” “Fwuck” Jamir said Dman this boy was like recorder “Shi- im mean shoot don’t say that man” My mom glared at me “sorry, but fareal can yall put some pep in your step” “You just better watch your mouth boy, you may be grown but I can still embarrass you” my mother laughed they all laughed with her I did not find anything funny “Whatever Ma, can yall jus hurry up?” I decided to take Jamir to get some matching shoes with me we went into Foot Locker and looked around, “Hey man its Tyga wow we would have never expected a celebrity here” a guy who worked there said “wassup, um don’t tell to many people im trynna keep a low profile” “Yea man I feel you, who’s the little guy?” he smiled at Jamir ” I Jamir” “Dis my son, and I wanted to see if yall had the blue and black 3’s in a size 4 for toddlers and a size 12 in men.” “Yea just hold on” a few mintues later he came back with two boxes. I took out Jamirs shoe’s first they were so small, as I was putting the shoes on his feet I thought back to Last year where I wasn’t even trying to claim him or Jae, I’m glad Wayne talked some since into me because if he didn’t I wouldn’t have this boy today. From that first day I held him in my arms, I always new he would be something special “Daaddyy , I eat eat” “Yeah right after I try these on” I tried them on and bought both pairs of shoes. We walked back to the store that the girls where in and there was a lot of noise and screaming then I heard someone yell “THERE HE IS” and a mob of people rushed over to me, almost trampling Jamir. I picked him up and tried to run but it was too late I was caught in the screaming mess.
I didn’t expect people to be here at this time, so I wanted to take the girls shopping and get some early Christmas gifts for Jamir. It was fine until some one leaked out the Michael was here and that’s when the mobs showed up. Security tried to handle them but it was too many people there. When we heard the loud screaming outside the store we knew where Michael had went, I tried to rush over to him to take the baby away from all the screaming fans because I did not want anything to happen to him, because I knew these fans could get crazy. I tried to push pass some of them until this one girl knocked me down on the floor.
I saw Passion try to get to Ty, but she got knocked over and I rushed over to her to help her up. Next thing we know there is a loud sound and it sounds like the police where here. “STEP AWAY FROM THE MAN, ANYONE WHO DOES NOT COOPERATE WILL BE ARRESTED” the officer said quickly most of the crowd stepped back, but there was still a few who was throwing themselves at him yanking at his shirt, and his arms. I guess this was the end of our vacation. After the mess dialed down we went to get something to eat. Then we rented a private boat and ate our lunch on the ocean. Michael and Jamir were fishing on the boat while me Passion, and Honey were getting to know each other, well I knew Passion and she knew me so it was more like we were getting to know Honey. She was a real cool girl other than the fact she got my baby kidnapped. “Mommyyy! Loook!” Jamir shouted ” I taught da fis” he jumped up and down “Good job baby, that’s a big one too” “Yesh” he ran off. They fished for about another hour, and then we decided to go home. We layed out on the beach for awhile and then everyone got sleepy from the long day we had. Ty got Jamir ready for bed, then I read him a story and he fell right out. I went back to the living room to find Honey and Passion went up stairs so it was just me and Michael. I sat next to him, and put my head on his shoulder we watched some movie called Don’t Be a Menace .Somewhere in the middle of the movie I drifted peacefully to sleep in his arms, dreaming about my life with Michael.